depression.....

I'm suffering from depression.... its true....
I thought that it was just a joke... untill Sabby told us how a depressed person acts, and the situation leading up to it...

I feel so lonely.... nobody cares about me... my heart has been shattered severely 3 times in 6 months... why do I fall in love so easily... why am I not like a normal person...

So painful... sob...
Go ahead.. laugh at a person who has depression... I know I'm useless.. the whole world is talking behind my back.... I'm stupid... I cant do anything properly...

My life is a tortured and twisted story... of a person trying to find acceptance.. to seek attention.. and to find love......
My heart hurts so badly... I wish I could die...
My head hurts so badly... I think I'm going to die...

Life is so cruel to me...........